The next little while is going to be hard….

My grandmother is dying.  The doctors are giving her less then 6 months to live.  I guess I have known for a while that this was coming, but my Mom and Dad are acting really strange about it. 

Let me preface this by saying that my grandmother is 93, and has been in a nursing home since she had major surgery in December.

My parents are dealing with this all as a matter of fact.  Part of that is my grandmother.  When I went to visit all she wanted to talk about was me taking stuff from her house to use in mine.  That is kinda how my family works.  We always look for the opportunities in life.  But for me to come to visit and my parents talk mater of factly about my grandmother dying has upset me a little.  I think it is because I have just always thought she was just going to get better, and the truth was a bit of a shock.  I am taking the night off to deal with all of this, and that also is causing me a little be of headache.  I am angry at my self for taking a night off, but I guess that means that I really need it.